Good Night World

The next six weeks will consist primarily of studying, outlining, writing, job searching, caffeine overdosing, appointment making, class scheduling, apartment hunting, meaning of life seeking, true calling realizing, panic inducing final taking, life altering decision making, eye destroying reading, spirit crushing competition and all-in-all misery. It's gonna suck. It's going to be worse than last semester because I've become more competitive. I have more goals for myself. I've realized that my performance on last years finals were no where near up to the performance I'm capable of, and I still did well. So this semester, there is no excuse. I've got two outlines almost complete, plenty of time to do countless practice questions so I don't choke like I did last semester. This particular entry is for no one but myself. I just had to state and understand what the next couple weeks will be like. I have to prepare in my head tonight, because tommorrow it begins. Tommorrow we start focusing on the task at hand. Tonight, I will allow myself to worry. But after tonight, there is no more worrying, just work. Put your proverbial nose to the proverbial grindstone. For a long time. Quiet is the new loud.
Lyric:
"Be what you will
And then throw down your life
Oh it's a damned fine game
And we can play all night."
TV on the Radio Staring at the Sun-i think the only band not playing Chicago this summer...yet.