Today, Today went well

There were three very critical things today that could have gone very well or could have gone very poorly. These were high stress, high anxiety things that have been weighing heavily on my mind for a long time. Today was the culmination of all the stress and all the anxiety. Had they all gone poorly, I would not have been a happy camper. It would mean that A) I was dying B) I didn't have any classes and C) I don't have any job opportunities for the summer. Fortunately, they went the opposite way: A) I'm not dying B) I have all the classes I could possibly want and C) I have at least an opportunity at getting a quality job for the summer.

To top things off, the forecast called for rain and it was 65 and sunny. I got all the necessary reading done, got a work out in, and even watched a little TV. The is a meaningless, terribly uncreative entry, but I'm writing it anyways. Because at the end of the year, when I go back and trace my steps from having no clue about Chicago, having no friends, having nowhere to be on Friday nights and not having a goddamn idea what law school involved, I want to remember days like today. Days that could've gone really badly and didn't. Days where at the end, I was physically, psychologically, and mentally exhausted, but still happy.

My roommate asked me a question twice today. Upon the second inquiry she said "did i just ask you that?" I was like "uh, yeah." And she apologized for not listening. Not a problem, I'm in the same boat, delirious, just like everyone else that has finals in 2 weeks. I'm exhausted, to the point of being socially inept. But damn, it's going to be quality sleep.

Lyric:
"Don't be so easy on yourself,
Cause this one might be all that you have left
Rearrange the voices in your head
And remember what they said
'don't be so easy on yourself'"
Drive-By Truckers Easy on Yourself