Clear Your Head

Go for a walk.
Work out.
Take a hot shower.
Watch Sportcenter.
Watch an Episode of the Shield.
Read a book.
Drink a beer.

I can't clear my head to save my life. I can't clear it of them, of her, of the past year, of my past, of the present, of the future, of the people around me, of the people behind me, of my successes, of my failures, of the ups and downs, of the late nights studying, of the even later nights drinking, of what the fuck I'm gonna do this summer, and of how far I've come since last summer. I can't clear my head. You can't just shut off the racing it's been doing for 8 months. You can't just flip a switch. Doesn't work that way apparently. Fuck it.

"Butterflies are passive aggressive."